Assalamualaikum.

Today, I really feel that I’m missing my family. :’( Yesterday, I’ve just bought something for my brother’s birthday. The gift is kind of simple, I guess.. but it doesn’t matter cause the important thing is that I remember my bro. I’m not good in choosing gifts for birthdays or special occasions. If I’m thinking of buying some kind of present, it’ll take a long time to pick one. So far, the most meaningful gift that I’ve ever get was from my parents last year. Thank you ayah and ibu! AlhamduLILLAH…

It’ll be great if I could have..

1. Atlas or globe – cause I love to travel and browsing the world map.

2. Mickey Mouse – maybe it sounds childish, but I just feel that it’ll be nice if I have one. The big one. (my sis have one, so I have to have one too..haha).

3. Purple glove – for winter. Huhu.

4. A real-red-not-so-tight-kebaya – it looked elegant with a batik sarong and a selendang..wahh

5. Chocolates! everybody love chocolates!

6. A purple tulip.

7. Flight tickets.

8. An inspirational novel. I’ve been leaving the habit of reading novels since the text books are my priorities now..hehee…(rindu nya zaman sekolah dulu baca buku siri lembah indah a.k.a sweet valley series)

and the list goes on…

Assalamualaikum..

It always happens. Whenever I’m eager to write something in this blog, and after double and triple checking and sometimes more than that, I always refuse to publish it. Haha. Maybe it’s too personal or something that I guess that I must keep it to myself. Yup. Sometimes, you just wanna keep something special as a secret, agree?

But I can’t spell it out for you

No, it’s never gonna be that simple

No, I can’t spell it out for you

** Realize - Colbie Caillat

Oyasumi nasai..

Wassalam.

“Yes…” was the answer. I was speechless. Seriously. But I know it’s not gonna happen.

According to “My Girl”, the korean series, if you wanna run away, the airport is the place. Cause from there you could go anywhere you want to. Passport. Yup..passport is a must. Without it how can you run to other countries? That makes sense. Another thing, if you’re down, you probably wanna go to somewhere far. Hey, you could go to somewhere up high instead.

Run away? Feeling down? Why am I talking these things? ALLAH knows everything. A few friends of mine too. Thanks to them who had been a good listener and given the advice. Appreciate it. You know who you are. Anyway, I’m not sure is it only me feeling this or many is currently feeling this too. The feeling of what people call as “emotional breakdown”. Aishh…I thought that I’m over with it. But a few weeks ago, a few stuffs make my life a lil stressed up.

Rationally, if I wanna go somewhere that’s far from UTP, it isn’t possible. So, I think that perhaps, maybe, probably I could go to somewhere up high. Hmm…still thinking the pros and cons. Everything happens, happens for a reason. Ada hikmah di sebaliknya. I’m sure that ALLAH wants to give me something better than this after what had happened. Why ALLAH gives us rain when the sun shines so bright? Because ALLAH wants to give us the rainbow after the rain..InsyaALLAH. As long as we redha with what ALLAH had decided for each and everyone of us. Sabar..

I miss my family vacation~

“Reflection – by christina aguilera”

Look at me you may think you see

Who I really am but you’ll never know me

Every day it’s as if I play a part

Now I see if I wear a mask

I can fool the world but I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show who I am inside?

I am now in a world where I

Have to hide my heart and what I believe in

But somehow I will show the world

What’s inside my heart and be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection someone I don’t know?

Must I pretend that I’m someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show who I am inside?

There’s a heart that must be free to fly

That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal what we think and how we feel?

Must there be a secret me I’m forced to hide?

I won’t pretend that I’m someone else for all time

When will my reflection show who I am inside?

~ ~ ~

like father like daughter..lalala

The photo above was taken on our way to the east coast of Malaysia for a family vacation. love it~

Assalamualaikum..

Kampung Lima pada waktu petang

Well, I guess many of you, especially UTP students have heard the phrase ‘well-rounded’ like thousands (exaggeration only =P) of time. Maybe some of you would want to know the 7 attributes about what people call as ‘well-rounded’. (Source from MED II lecture, D3) :

. technical competence .

. lifetime learning capacity .

. critical thinking .

. communication and behavioural skills .

. business acumen .

. practical aptitude .

. solution synthesis ability .

Today’s class was fine. The first lesson learnt today from heat transfer class was about punctuality. To succeed, we have to be punctual. Yup. I agree. *Hands up*. But that doesn’t mean that I came late to class this morning! Hehe.. I came on time jugak la.. The prof was already there. Anyway, currently looking for any generous people who are willing to sell their text books or notes or whatever necessary for the courses. =)

Assalamualaikum to all!

It’s been a long time since I didn’t do some exercise or stretching.

But today I’m exercising!

Yup..now!

See this picture

aen masak ni

By now you guys should know that I’m doing what people called as ‘mouth exercise’.

Thank you to fye also who gave me cakes before the popia. [sorry, no picture, they're already eaten]

And after this we’ll go out hunting for foods!

Girls do eat… a lot?

nope2..sometimes.. hehe

 

 

by the way, who’s feet are those?

hendak kuluah takut memakan diri

hendak kusimpan takut meracun hati

hendak kujerit takut malu sendiri

hendak kudiam kau takkan mengerti

memerlukan kekuatan di sini…

aishhh..

Assalamualaikum to my friends!

Although I spent a few weeks at home this semester’s holidays due to some programmes in Perak, I’m glad that at least I have time to spend with my family and friends. AlhamduLILLAH, I’ve got the chance to meet my close friends from Assunta, eventhough our schedule is kinda packed with stuffs. Thanks to Dilah, Amal and Ain!!

Have you heard of acrophobia? Erm, I wonder whether I have that because when I was climbing up the ladder which is 90 degrees for flying fox, I could feel the fear. I gripped my hand real tight to it. Plus, when I was about to try repelling, I was really scared. However, I’ve done it ! [Not successfully for repelling]. I was thinking of trying the mountain or rock climbing in the future.

Seriously? I did mention it in my previous post, didn’t I?

Here’s a quote for the day I met Ain (31 dec 2008) : let it come, but you have to open the doors first .. ^ ^